Sunday, September 13, 2009

Angt. Why me?

Its weird.

Angst just roll on me every once in a while. I try to diagnose myself, but i always guess wrong. So i guess the plain and simple thing to say is its angst. I feel like filming and epic movie, but i feel like i would do it half assed. And the feeling just sorta grows in the pit of my stomach, and the more i feel debilitated by it, the worse it gets. I know it will go away eventually, and theres nothing i can do to speed the processes up. Cause if i try then it will only get worse and push me further from my friends. So i have to wait it out, and accept that i need to be sad for a while. But fuck is that ever hard. Because i want to be happy. i dont want debilitating shit stoping me from being happy and expressive.

Like i said, it weird.

Till this shit is over, i'll be blasting the soundgarden, and acting normal for the friends.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

My link into your Head

As promised, here is a trippy thought to chew on.

Isn't it amazing how blogs let you get to know people? Under normal circumstances, that is talking to someone, they would find a conversation about themselves very socially awkward and wouldn't dare initiate or participate in one. However, people purposefully go looking for a persons blog to do just that. Isn't it a wonderful creation, that allows people to learn about one another, without the breaking of societal norms.

ANNNNNNDDDDD...... DONE!!!!! trippy though over. Back to crazy exuberant self.

Truth be told, I've been listening to a lot of soundgarden and guns & roses. Less then chipper music, but the moods has struck me.

Slightly bored by the overly long summer and lack of social interaction. Starting to revert to my more basic instincts. A.K.A. brain is saying, See bug, Catch bug, Hand to Mouth, Insert bug in Mouth, Chew, Chew, Chew, Swallow. Repeat.

For peat sake, Hurry up September. That being said, I can't wait for salt spring in two weeks. YAY salt spring.

KK till next time. (Gosh, i need to dredge up better material for my posts)

British Orphan.
(Forever on the hunt for Meaning Subjects)

Thursday, July 30, 2009

"These pretzels are making me thirsty!"

Seriously, pretzels make you thirsty. i went to Safeway with champ. It was good stuff. Plus im listening to Into the Woods soundtrack. The show is awesome, wiki the plot, even though its confusing as hell. I like the wolf, hes very lascivious. HA, i got it right, first time.

What? *mumble mumble* Oh... *mumble mumble*
Sorry, i've been told that you out there are looking for something more meaningful. well.... no. :)

Ah, got something. I have an audition coming for Sleepy hallow. there looking for 9 males 14+ which is amazing odds that i'll get in. I'm used to fitting one or two characters. But 9?!?!?!?! thats awesome.

Anyway, I might start to ramble soon. Any by saying that, everyone thinks i have started to. YAY, human brain.

Still trying to upload half of the videos i'm making. I actually think ill put them on disc and take them to Uncle darcy. I think he would like to see them. and a yay for creativity.

Thats about it for now. I'll post a really tripy post next time...... whenever that will be. I do enjoy the trippy thoughts, just other people often tune me out when i start thinking like that.

Damn, must stop talking.

Orphan, British Orphan.
(Eternal battle with Mouth and Brain)

Monday, July 27, 2009

Hello yall!!!!

This is my blog..... Which, I intend to blog on.....

Ya, I'm graham, just so people now. Keep your eyes out for posts. I'm just feeling awkward cause i dont really have anything to write about.

SEE YOU NEXT POST!!!!!!!!

(btw, i picked british orphan cause of my awesome first role.)